So I haven't wrote anything in a LONG time.
I've just been up to my usual tricks. Dancing to my own beat. Talking about 1500 things, not focused on any of them.

Me and Pat are doing great. We had our 5th year anniversary in May. We moved into a bigger apartment which is pretty freakin sweet. He's awesome It was rough getting here, really rough, but I'm really glad we did. It was worth it.
I'm doing an apprenticeship at the salon, to get my license. That's going really well, I can get paid to get my education. Which is perfect.
I haven't crashed any cars or broken any phones lately. Still driving the prelude.
I'm almost entirely blonde, and my hair is past my shoulders, so if that isn't proof that life has been good, I don't know what is. I do miss it though, the crazy. The unstable. The uncontrolled. The games. Breaking all of the rules. I guess you could say I was addicted. And all this being "stable" is putting me threw serious withdrawals.
Stephan thinks that it's a sign I need medication. Ha!

It's been good though. Really good.
I'm not confused anymore. It's just not hard anymore, saying goodbye. It just works, it fits. Change is good.



Love Always